Sure am feeling real insecure right now. I wish I knew why... It seems to me I'm trying to figure out who I am and I just get stuck in a loop hole, a loop hole in outer space where I get sucked into a black hole and fall spiralling into some dark cosmos and spurted out into some other part of the galaxy... only to be sucked in again.
of course I know thats not really true because I'm sure when you get sucked into a black hole you most liking die... also in space...with the whole.. no air..thing.

I want to just be.

but just being isn't good enough.

I dont feel comfortable in my own skin yet.

What happened to me? is the question I ask myself every fucking day. I never used to be like this, I never, never thought too much. Is it better to be ignorant and happy?
I dont know anymore. I dont know who I am, where i am or where I'm going.

I am a speck floating in the cosmos of insignificance.